Why do we have to go through this!!!?!??!

Ughhh. One second I'm super motivated but the other I just want to drop eveything and do WHATEVER besides studying. Anatomy, histology, embryology. I'm sitting here to put together the pieces, basically learning all the components of a healthy human body... and even though this is what I want to do, I feel like I'm wasting my life... because I dont want to be here, I want to be at home with my family and friends... to relax, have fun and eat good food. That's exactly why I have to suck it up an finish as soon as possible so I can go home on the 11th. I hate studying.